The definition of an alcoholic is not how much drinks you have; but how much you rely on alcohol to be happy. So although I haven’t had any alcohol in the past two months, tonight after two drinks I just re-confirmed that I am a heavy alcoholic and will be one for another ten years. 
What a pathetic thing that I get a better vision of myself when I get drunk; I see the deep-inside me who is hiding so well even in front of the therapist. Frank said I can flirt very well; and he also know my anti-humanity character which he pretended not knowing.
Life is long and hard; we are trying to make some fun.  I have been reading Marx, Weber, Cultural Theories all the week and surrounded by some really attractive women, so I think I deserve a drunk Friday night.