Recently I have been having nightmares.
I always think/feel that people hate or dislike me. and that has scared me since I was very young.
It is not about lack of confidence, I don’t have any confidence, due to the influences from my biological mother. Recently some people said to me that how you deal with your parents reflect your social skills. If that is the case, then mine is below zero.
The story is all about constant self-hurting and unnecessary self-tortures.
