we are the hardcore

好不容易夜里一点就跑到床上,一觉睡到早上7点半,爬起来做阅读,然后去上早课。没有迟到。
早课,孔子教授一脸愉悦地进来,轻轻缓缓地说,除非你们坚持,否则我就把paper之外的那个考试改成cocktail part at my place with wines。你们有反对的吗??
乐的不知道怎么反应。乔故做严肃地说we accept。
宋画的最后一节课,我们的孔子教授也许真的是孔子。
课后聊天。
这学期太拼命学习了。去年虽然也学习,但总是抱怨课业太多写不完。
但这学期竟然慢慢适应繁重的课业,甘之如饴般地读书,读书。连续几个熬夜读书看图找argument,费劲脑汁,终于看到the fantastic idea一点点从黑暗中明亮起来的时候,心里的满足感大于一切疲劳,辛苦。
同僚们也是出奇地一致,大家都拼命学习,拼命在课堂讨论,拼命在课下喝咖啡的时候也讨论。大家都比教授还完美主义,每个星期四课后一路旁征博引,七嘴八舌,然后寒风里站在图书馆前说上一个小时。
lucky we are all nerdy perfectionists. 所以这两周的presentations是我长这么大混这么多学校里看到的最精彩的。
估计是所有努力的结果,GP一天到晚开心的要命,现在我们有个cocktail party。
还是有三个papers。
这一个学期,我变的机械而强大。我可以一个月不去存支票,但是倘若牙刷的牌子买错,我便非常恼火。恼火到大费周章重新买过。
今天和昨天,在极度紧张,极度放松的状态下,我的情绪,举止,态度都有点失控,言谈动作也更夸张随便,吓到了乔和AR。明天起,恢复casually professional,小心谨慎。

I had a dark, twisty but at the same time, simple and happy childhood.  Similarly, I am a dark, twisty but at the same time simple, happy person.
I am a fragile person, with a strong mind.
I believe in two things:  Everything is connected; and Everything has a rational explanation.

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One Response to we are the hardcore

  1. Lin说道:

    congratulations you’re almost done with this semester! At least this year you walk away with new knowledge. I walk away from work with nothing. be careful walking around with a check; also make sure it doesn’t void after a certain period of time

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